Post by Jair Hopkins on Nov 24, 2013 11:31:06 GMT -5
Slippin’ into darkness ... Yeah, that was me last week. I slipped right into a two-week loss streak. Thinking I got things handled when it isn’t. I keep letting the thought pass me that this isn’t the same jungle. This is a BRAND NEW jungle to explore. There’s animals you’ve met up close and personal but they too are upgraded. They aren’t what you’ve witnessed before. They’re even more dangerous and that’s what they call ...
Evolution.
I’m forever evolving but the way things beeen, I’ve been anything but that. Inconsistent, off the mark, not really the guy who was apart of a dominant group. Not even the same guy who erased all doubt, proved each and every person wrong with taking home Singles gold.
Nahhh, this ain’t him. This is an imposter. A jackass imposter. Not the guy people loved to cheer for or to “thumb down”.
I’ve been humbled. Moving to a new city, feeling the hype all over again and then get hit with gravity. Yeah, I’m feeling real humble. Debut, I loss a close one. Last week, I have no clue where my head was. This week, I’m sure many will pull the trigger early and be like “Well, I guess he’s a deadbeat talent now. Asylum left, so did Hopkins. Onto the next one.”
It’s a hard shift. We all had our future set and only to be alerted a few days later that the company you put your life on the line has now fallen out, it’s a hard fucking pill to swallow. Change is good but change on the dime, it’s a lil’ difficult. I’m good though. Three weeks in, I’ve felt the bumps and bruises. I’ve felt the fists, the feet of a few folks and they got the better of me. They put me down on sight.
Never again ... I repeat, never ... again!
I’m changing some things, finding that “drive” that pushed me through every invisible wall that stood in front. I’m going to find it and when I do ...
...Oh boy!
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“...Though it hurts me so
Gotta let you know
That the love we once shared now is through
Say goodbye to you.”
“Emotional” - Carl Thomas
Hahaha ... Aubrey, did you feel that tingle in your spine?
You had to feel a ‘wrenching pain’ somewhere in your system. If you didn’t, you honestly have no soul, woman!
We’ve shared so many damn memories, whether it was Singles or tagged along. It’s been a back and forth’s battle. You won a share of them and I admit, you gave me trouble. Still to this day, you are trouble. But you know what, darling...
We got a solution.
It was fun while it lasted but babe, I gotta’ get rid of your ‘pond-hopping’ ass.
It’s the truth. You are the scum that sits in the ridges of my sole. You’ve done all you can to rid of me and Anthony. Whether by another person or by your attacks. We’ve survived them and overcame you. The 23rd of November, the same shall happen again.
We are going to slaughter you. Watch that ‘priceless’ face of yours shrivel up like a Prune.
We tried to help turn over a new leaf with you but you just have to move on. When something is truly “fucked”, there’s no use of trying to repair. There’s nothing left. No use.
I only hope Aubrey that you and your mate there can get along for this one evening because it’s evident, you are not liked. Your evil ways are doing you in. A roasted peanut.
The story ends for you Aubrey.
Evolution.
I’m forever evolving but the way things beeen, I’ve been anything but that. Inconsistent, off the mark, not really the guy who was apart of a dominant group. Not even the same guy who erased all doubt, proved each and every person wrong with taking home Singles gold.
Nahhh, this ain’t him. This is an imposter. A jackass imposter. Not the guy people loved to cheer for or to “thumb down”.
I’ve been humbled. Moving to a new city, feeling the hype all over again and then get hit with gravity. Yeah, I’m feeling real humble. Debut, I loss a close one. Last week, I have no clue where my head was. This week, I’m sure many will pull the trigger early and be like “Well, I guess he’s a deadbeat talent now. Asylum left, so did Hopkins. Onto the next one.”
It’s a hard shift. We all had our future set and only to be alerted a few days later that the company you put your life on the line has now fallen out, it’s a hard fucking pill to swallow. Change is good but change on the dime, it’s a lil’ difficult. I’m good though. Three weeks in, I’ve felt the bumps and bruises. I’ve felt the fists, the feet of a few folks and they got the better of me. They put me down on sight.
Never again ... I repeat, never ... again!
I’m changing some things, finding that “drive” that pushed me through every invisible wall that stood in front. I’m going to find it and when I do ...
...Oh boy!
------------------------
“...Though it hurts me so
Gotta let you know
That the love we once shared now is through
Say goodbye to you.”
“Emotional” - Carl Thomas
Hahaha ... Aubrey, did you feel that tingle in your spine?
You had to feel a ‘wrenching pain’ somewhere in your system. If you didn’t, you honestly have no soul, woman!
We’ve shared so many damn memories, whether it was Singles or tagged along. It’s been a back and forth’s battle. You won a share of them and I admit, you gave me trouble. Still to this day, you are trouble. But you know what, darling...
We got a solution.
It was fun while it lasted but babe, I gotta’ get rid of your ‘pond-hopping’ ass.
It’s the truth. You are the scum that sits in the ridges of my sole. You’ve done all you can to rid of me and Anthony. Whether by another person or by your attacks. We’ve survived them and overcame you. The 23rd of November, the same shall happen again.
We are going to slaughter you. Watch that ‘priceless’ face of yours shrivel up like a Prune.
We tried to help turn over a new leaf with you but you just have to move on. When something is truly “fucked”, there’s no use of trying to repair. There’s nothing left. No use.
I only hope Aubrey that you and your mate there can get along for this one evening because it’s evident, you are not liked. Your evil ways are doing you in. A roasted peanut.
The story ends for you Aubrey.
ooc: Extremely sorry for this b.s posting, folks. Apologies to Bailey, Ash and Aubrey as well as the staff.